I write this with a heavy head, the end of the year always kind of get’s to me for whatever reason. I think it may be because it’s one day similar to your birthday that really personifies the passage of time. It reminds you that ANOTHER year has gone by, then I naturally look at where I am at and wonder what I am doing.
I mean I am trying, I try all the time, I am very happy with myself and all things considered my life could be MUCH WORSE it’s just that at 35 this is not where I imagined I would be. The years seem to be getting shorter as well making the crunch all the more painful and worrying.
I am sure this probably sounded like some sort of depressed teenagers post about his cat not looking at him or whatever, honestly my situation brings me down but I am just fine. The holidays just get to me. Well this is more or less just a status update post anyway. Due to the holidays, family, some unexpected goings on and general life stuff there is a chance I won’t be around until middle of the first week in January. I will at least try to jump on, respond to comments, probably do my quotes but can’t promise too much more than that.
Hopefully I don’t need to take a few days, but just in case.